It's a marathon

I feel really excited at the same time I feel nervous. This is a big moment in my life right now. Everything is set up for me to thrive. I am choosing to take small daily steps towards my dreams. At 530am in the morning I am struggling to maintain enthusiasim. Prehaps I don't need it at this point in the day. I did a lot today. My co-worker is prospecting me on WFG and it feels somewhat uncomfortable. I feel I need to show, I feel obligated to show. Which feels pretty ackward since he has been working at EYOC for some time now and I'm the new guy so I don't want to mess up our working relationship. I am doing the min and the max. Daily exercise check, getting out of the comfort zone check, taking a day of rest every now and then check, throwing caution into the wind check, getting an education, check!
My next ackward getting out of the comfort zone will be going to see John Maxwell next month. It will be a bit wierd considering I haven't done anything with Quixtar and now I will be going to this conference with the intention of doing nothing wtih Quixtar. Atleast at this stage in my life I can afford to take risks to get a business education. My growth and progress will benifit me the rest of my life.
What annoys me is a lot of people who prospects me for networking marketing opportunities only seems to see what can benefit them and not me. Prehaps we have selfish motives in nature.
I am learning a ton of information with the Art of Connection cd series. I really want to go to the Art of connection workshop at the end of June. I want to meet my dream girl Journey Henkart. I want to learn the tools to develop my brian and to condition myself for success. Plus it would be awesome to network with other people at the event and maybe I could find a couch or two to crash in the future.
Right now my biggest challenge is consistency, I've been very consistent right now and my biggest strength right now is my why and the fact I'm really desperate to change. I want it bad right now and I feel my body making the shift and I feel uncomfortable right now and that's great because I know I'm making progress.
Take it one day at a time, one conference at a time, one success at a time, one rejection at a time, one book at a time, one cd at a time. Inch by inch life is a snych, yard by yard life is hard.

different kind of work

I had a wonderful 4 days off and in that time I accomplished a lot. Right now I'm zombie tried. I attempted to stay up late last night so I can get my body adjusted to working night shifts again. However I ended up getting three hours of sleep. I woke up and procedded to meditate and then I did turbo abs. I spent the day helping my mom create a dream board and I was trying to apply what David Wood is talking about "the art of connection". I gave my mom my full focus for the day. I didn't even check my phone until around 5pmish. Everyday I'm more and more convinced network marketing is the way to go and the way of my future. I know I can do a bit each week much like Angie and I know I can do a lot in a week like I have before. The challenge is in being consistent. I would like to go to training in 7 hours but I'm also super tired. I am getting burnt out right now. If I happen to get up for that time I will go, it's on the south side as well, I want to do more but at the same time I'm trying this thing of "doing what I can". So far it seems to be working out. Atleast I'm getting an education from all this experience. Learning to leverage people and time is going to make me super wealthy. Consistent action will take me to the next step.

work

It's loud, it's noisy, it's 5 minutes away from home, pays really good. I mostly work nights in which I struggle to stay awake at times and use the rest to read walk around and dream of the future. By far the best job I've ever had in my life is my current job. It's flexible, pays well, close to home, easy and challenging at times.